Strength and Weakness

After being strong for so long I guess it only makes sense that I feel weak on some days I brave the world with everyone's problems on my shoulders That sometimes it feels like my own are too much to bear And yes, I was gifted with the strength of an army of soldiers But right now there's a disconnect My supplier is silent And I'm feeling lost and confused Purpose-less Fearless Faithless Lost I shall try to seek the one I know is always there Even when I do not know I'm lost You find me Please find me I need you Not for what you give me But for who you are My purpose You are my purpose My reason to be; the reason you created me Restore Renew my heart

Light that flame that I have hidden

Only You can save me Only You can find me Find me Please find me I have no strength to seek I have no voice to speak

All I have is the assurance that You have given me That You exist Show me Show me Show me Please Find me