Confusion vs Deception
- Ntsiki Sibande
- Mar 31, 2020
- 2 min read

It's easy to say.
I thought I knew you
Why is it that we never listen when we're told not to fall in love?
I should've listened.
Can't be diving into emotions I don't really understand with a person I don't really know
I wish my mind was made up There are so many sides to you that I don't know.
I'm literally peeling the onion that's you, crying with every layer I remove Do I actually know you?
Can I trust you? Why is it that you can't look into my eyes when you say certain things?
Why were you in such a rush to tell me you loved me?
Do you actually love me?
I hate asking questions that I know I won't get answers to Am I the only one? You never say Why are you with me? You never say Who are you? You never say In as much as I appreciate this situation, I'm annoyed that my best work comes from the worst situations
I'm planning a future with a person I don't know Should I go on, or should I let go? You've had a side girl before; what's stopping you now Can I even trust anything you say A broader perspective...
I hate you I genuinely do. My heart is stirring at the things you do Or is it the things you don't do? How easy would it be for you to walk away?
Got me thinking it's the only way I hate you so much I hate how I feel about you You're messed up. You're messing me up People like us don't fall in love Who are we fooling?
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