There it was You lured me into your web Successfully It was in that little corner that I watch from my elevated room The place where my dignity lie Probably replaced by someone else's Maybe even the next day For some reason, the situation won't leave me in peace It's holding on to my mind, even though I'm ready to let go I think I'm ready I know I want it I want it back My time, my dignity, my smile You came like a thief in the night And you left with my joy that was meant to come in the morning It never came, and neither did I I'm sitting here still wondering why Why I let you in Why I listened Why I gave you a chance Why my heart won't listen to my head It's telling me I should forget you instead But how do I do that How do I let you walk away with so many things you've stolen from me Literally at the blink of an eye Lighting speed So much effort So much time invested in making me happy Creating an impression to leave an impression I'm impressed I am too, distressed It was all too quick My mind undressed instead of waiting Saw the picture in my head But you stole the painting. It's gone Like my ability to feel To trust The real I don't know what's real life anymore I don't want to think about you anymore But I still do I hate it I hate myself for it I'm always wondering I don't want to feel if I can't feel for you So I stop I stop sleeping I stop feeling I stop thinking And maybe I might stop breathing
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