Time

I lived for those days I'd wake up in the morning and smile because I knew I'd probably have a text from you, waiting to brighten my day I'd look at your picture and smile It was easy to remember the good times we shared, good laughs, beautiful pictures All I wanted was you Looking at your picture made me feel so much closer to you I felt at ease Life was certain. You'd share things with me, and I found it easy to laugh with you I could talk to you about anything. I didn't have to think before doing it I felt your genuine interest, and that's why it was easy to open up and tell you even my craziest thoughts. I knew you loved me, so I didn't fear your judgement. But now, things changed I look at your picture each morning, but struggle to recognise your face Not coz it's changed, but because I don't know the person behind the picture anymore I sit and think back, asking myself where I went wrong Where we went wrong I find myself thinking thrice before texting you, and every morning I wake up to silence A deafening silence, reminding me just how much things have changed Just how much we're drifting apart How much I'm questioning things You see, where there was once a rainbow, I now see rain But how do you explain being under an empty cloud but still getting wet? My heart breaks like you're no longer mine, even though you say you still are My mind is breaking my heart, trying to move on Getting over a relationship that hasn't ended yet But here I am, mourning it's death