I wish I had the tendency of fighting wars that aren't mine.
At least then I'd be fighting.
I always walk away, but I'm worried that I might run out of places to go to.
My mind, my heart, my feet
They keep racing
I try to slow them down,
so I'm pacing
Can't stop running,
but no one's chasing
Me.
Stuck in one place but
nothing's holding me.
No one's holding me.
Ever since you walked away
Are you finally convinced that this isn't about you anymore?
Has it ever been?
I wanna tear out the pages of the tragedies I've already seen
Places I wish I hadn't been
A part where I don't seem as keen.
Because I wasn't.
You had me believe that I wanted it for myself.
I didn't.
And I don't want you.
I never did
Yet you decided for me like a little kid.
Trying to regain power over what you did.
Empty.
Like a hallway, my heart is empty.
Like I'm on broadway, faking.
A revolving hallway, pacing
Empty.
I navigate empty like it's full.
Trying to convince me I'm the fool.
Manipulation is always the tool.
Now I learnt, I've been schooled.
It takes an extreme level of empty to be cool.
With all this emptiness, my mind is full.
You're the tool, heart stays full
Shot by tears, my life is in a pool
of blood.
I should have, could have, didn't.
But I am now, and hopefully, so will you.
Be better. Do better.
For people like me to never encounter people like you.
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